Thursday, July 8, 2021

Feelings, Fears and Ocarinas

I feel pretty terrible today. I feel nausea and I have abdominal pain. It could be related to me eating Mexican food first thing since waking up for my shift tonight. Burritos are great for supper, maybe not so great for breakfast. It is making training kind of hellish. Alas, I will survive.

I drove through a wicked hail storm with lightning and heavy rain. I have this irrational fear of getting struck by lightning while driving. The odds are extremely low. I'm more likely to get trampled by a cow but I'm not afraid of farms. I get all tense driving on my basically plastic car with rubber wheels that the clouds are going to smite me. Then I walked briskly into my building holding an aluminum can, scared because maybe the can will attract uninsured electroshock therapy. Brains totally make sense.

I read over the minutes for a meeting that I attended and noted that my name wasn't on the list of attendees. I thought about whether I should email the person to let them know I was there. There isn't really a consequence to not being on the list. I still get paid for the shift I was there on. It would just be a bookkeeping accuracy thing which I'm not sure how important it is to the particular person who ran the meeting. I am perhaps overanalyzing this.

I found out that due to my job I get free access to that event I was complaining about yesterday. It doesn't really change my opinion about it but now I feel less willing to freely complain to my co-workers. I don't really complain verbally so it's not that big of an issue. C'est la vie.

I play the ocarina. It's an instrument from the legend of Zelda if you haven't heard of it. My favorite tune to play is Hedwig's theme from Harry Potter. I only have a 12 hole one right now but I'm looking to get 16 hole one. I might ask for it on my birthday. 

I gotta go. Enjoy your day while I'm sleeping it away later. 

Sammy


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